i won the war
i had several wounds
but i won…
but you may continue scream in silence
or roam in your little space
or throw away those eyes
or anything else you wish to be.
i know it’s not the first
and i know it will be so hard to believe.
i broke my promise once
i broke my promise twice.
but i will not break any promise any more.
cause i won the war.
i swear.
i do.
Telah lama
Aku lamunkanmu
Teringat Masa indah itu
Pelukmu Senyummu
Sayangmu Cintamu
Sepi
Dinginnya malam ku sepi
Tanpamu aku sendiri
Dingin hening sepi
Ingin
Inginku kembali lagi
Kembali lalui hari
Bersamamu lagi
(Lyric & Music: F Mayor)
Coming soon….
a siluet of shinny eyes.
very inspiring.
If I can only see you in someone’s funeral,
I’ll murder anyone neccessary weekly.
i saw you
looking for a space
where there is no me
i know
your world is smaller now
but i wish you knew
it’s smaller too here.
bigger space
i believe will make you
happier
like you used to be.
it was me
it was my fault
it was the stupidity
it was me
i will make you happy
i will give you a bigger space
i will you everything i have left
i will…..
i will move soon
sing the "sepi" song
alone
for only your bigger space
for your only happiness.
somehow
somewhere
somehow
i willl.
betapa senangnya melihat teman-teman yang sudah lepas dari segala masalahnya. melihat teman-teman yang bisa tersenyum lepas. memang kita baru menyadari kita punya sesuatu yang berharga setelah kita kehilangan benda itu.
saya doakan kepada semua teman-temanku, syukurilah semua hal yang kalian punya sekarang. semoga kalian bisa mempertahankan kebahagiaan dan -terutama- senyum itu. saya masih butuh itu.
sebagai balasannya, tolong doakan saya agar bisa cepat lepas dan menyadari semua kesalahan saya. saya mohon kepada kalian semua. semoga TUHAN mengabulkan. AMinnnnnn…..
do you really understand me?
i dont think so.
you dont know anything.
not even close.
judge me everything.
i wish it will make you happy.
Home
Hard to know what it is
If you never had one
Home
I can’t say where it is
But I know I’m going
Home
That’s where the heart is
(Walk On - U2)
I really want to go home…….
